GrotonBay
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I just had an epiphany. I've been accusing my friend for months now here of looking for an endless source of attention, self-promotion, self-aggrandizement, describing her as a bottomless pit of her disorder I accused her of. Well, I've been hurting 24/7 for months now looking for ways of getting the same from You guys. It felt good, but You know what, the pain is so much that it isn't enough. Probably how she felt her whole life. Forgive me, God. This is a vicious cycle that is past generation to generation, person to person, God Help Us.
