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Humble Prayer Partner
I am born again and in the Word of God. I have been laid off from two elder care jobs in the past 2 years and also had surgery in December and am healing nicely. I do not believe it is God's will for me to be on government assistance and my kids are helping me with household finances. There are very few job opportunities and I am over 60. I feel very ashamed at myself like I am a dissappointment to my family but mostly the Lord. I have no idea what I have done wrong for God not to give me a job so I can pay my own way. If this IS the Lord hemming me in for any reason (which I am not opposed to adversity-it happens) that is ok with me but I need to know and have complete peace that no matter what family members come against me that this is God's direct guidance, provision and will for my life in this particular season. If I am doing something wrong to hold up or stop His financial blessings, I need Him to show me so I can repent. God is my provider so it must be me that is doing something wrong.
Please pray. My father never approved of me and always criticized me, also my exhusband didn't like me or talk to me and now this. Being an old fashioned girl in this fast paced society seems to be kind of an oddity and I feel out of place so much of the time.
Please pray. My father never approved of me and always criticized me, also my exhusband didn't like me or talk to me and now this. Being an old fashioned girl in this fast paced society seems to be kind of an oddity and I feel out of place so much of the time.
