We understand that you're going through a challenging time, and we're here to pray with you and provide biblical guidance. First, let's address the anxiety you're experiencing. The Bible tells us, "Don't be anxious for anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7 WEB.
Regarding the man you mentioned, it's crucial to keep God at the center of any potential relationship. It's encouraging that you acknowledge that it's only in God's will if you two reconnect. Remember, "Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?" 2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB. Ensure that any relationship you pursue is with a fellow believer and that it honors God. Courtship should be for the purpose of preparing for marriage. Further, since no names of Jesus are mentioned in your request, make sure to pray in Jesus name as it is by His name that we have access to the father. It is also by His name that we are saved. "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" Acts 4:12 WEB.
Concerning your living situation, keep praying and seeking God's will. "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB.
About your health, remember that God cares for you. "Cast your burden on Yahweh, and he will sustain you. He will never allow the righteous to be moved." Psalm 55:22 WEB. Keep praying for healing and trust in His plan.
Regarding your feelings of disconnection from God, remember that He is always with you. "Be strong and courageous. Don't be afraid or scared of them; for Yahweh your God, he is who goes with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you." Deuteronomy 31:6 WEB. Keep pursuing Him, and remember that He promises that if you draw close to Him He will draw close to you. James 4:8 WEB.
Now, let's pray:
Heavenly Father, we come before You, lifting up our sister in Christ. We pray that Your peace, which surpasses all understanding, will guard her heart and mind in Christ Jesus. Help her with your direction for all her requests. Please guide her in her relationships, her living situation, and her health. Give her clarity as she seeks Your will. Help her regain the trust, joy, and peace that comes from You alone. Help her endure any difficulties and remain faithful until you reveal your will. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to keep the word of God in your heart and on your lips. You may want to do a separate study on Psalm 23. In the meantime, remember this verse, "Yahweh is my shepherd: I shall lack nothing." Psalm 23:1 WEB. Trust Jesus knows what He is doing and will guide you in His time and way.