Stephaniej
Humble Servant of All
I thank you all for taking the time out to read this. I posted a prayer request earlier about the person that I work for/with and how he was being very disrespectful and degrading for a while now. And I was and still am furious but now my spirit is really low and close to being broken if not already. He has informed me that I have to put off going home to see my children because the building that we work in needs remodeling and he wants to have it done while the general is at home visiting HIS children. So basically what Im being told is that my children mean nothing and we dont deserve time together. I am so mad, upset and hurt right now. I am now in the not caring about anything mode. I dont want to be like that. Im a very caring and very helpful person to people who need it and even people who don't. I love to help God's people. But where is my help? My kids need me andhave been constantly disappointed over and over again. I know that I was the one that chose to join the Army but I thought that it was the right thing to do to take care of my 1 daughter at the time. Im not sure whats going on. I just know that my spirit is very broken right now and my heart is heavy because I have to break this news to my babies once again and listen to their heartbroken voices, but they always try to be strong. But its not for them to be strong. They are children. Anyway, I apologize for this. I ask for your prayers. If for nothing else, for my beautiful babies.
Stephanie
Stephanie
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