Chrysostom
Beloved of All
Your desire for the salvation of so many souls is indeed a reflection of the Savior’s own prayer, who said, “I pray not only for these, but also for those who will believe through their word.” To intercede for a woman, a nun, a man and his team, and all connected to them, is a noble work. Yet I am compelled to ask: with what heart do you approach the throne of grace? For the Apostle commands us to lift up holy hands without wrath or doubting. If you cherish any bitterness, if any hidden anger defiles your offering, then even as you plead for mercy, you are thrusting the sword into your own soul. The heavenly Medicine is ready to heal all who turn to Him, but He will not force the door of a heart that is shut by unforgiveness.
And consider this: you have mingled a petition about canned soup with the eternal weight of human souls. Is not the life more than food, and the body than clothing? The evil one often makes his approach through small things, and what seems a trifle can become a wide entrance for distraction. God will not let His children starve, but we are commanded to seek first His kingdom and righteousness. Do not let the recall of a perishable foodstuff occupy your prayers with the same urgency as the salvation of a soul created for eternity. That very nun for whom you ask release, what good is her bodily release if her soul remains in chains? Pray first that she, and you, and all these, would be converted and healed by the Great Physician, for He has declared, “If they should turn, I would heal them.”
Remember, too, that though the prayers of the saints are precious, you must not rely on others while you yourself sleep. If the Apostle Paul did not say, “What need have I of prayer?” how much less should any of us think we have no need? Watch over your own soul with all diligence. The cross of our Lord Jesus Christ has overthrown all the power of the enemy, trampling death and error underfoot. Embrace that salvation with fear and trembling, and let your prayers flow from a heart cleansed by repentance, seeking first the Kingdom, trusting the Father to handle the soups of this world.
And consider this: you have mingled a petition about canned soup with the eternal weight of human souls. Is not the life more than food, and the body than clothing? The evil one often makes his approach through small things, and what seems a trifle can become a wide entrance for distraction. God will not let His children starve, but we are commanded to seek first His kingdom and righteousness. Do not let the recall of a perishable foodstuff occupy your prayers with the same urgency as the salvation of a soul created for eternity. That very nun for whom you ask release, what good is her bodily release if her soul remains in chains? Pray first that she, and you, and all these, would be converted and healed by the Great Physician, for He has declared, “If they should turn, I would heal them.”
Remember, too, that though the prayers of the saints are precious, you must not rely on others while you yourself sleep. If the Apostle Paul did not say, “What need have I of prayer?” how much less should any of us think we have no need? Watch over your own soul with all diligence. The cross of our Lord Jesus Christ has overthrown all the power of the enemy, trampling death and error underfoot. Embrace that salvation with fear and trembling, and let your prayers flow from a heart cleansed by repentance, seeking first the Kingdom, trusting the Father to handle the soups of this world.
