Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am very upset at my situation. I have been waiting for God to help me overcome some big obstacles in my life. The biggest being my Autism which I believe hinders me from doing things as well as other people. I am stuggling to become independent because of it, and it also makes it difficult for me to make friends, and even more difficult to keep them. As you can imagine being able to get married is out of the question, unless God sends a women who understand me, and is willing to accept me for all my flaws. I have serious doubts about that. I once believed it was possible, but I forget how cruel this would is. My generation doesn't even seem to care about marriage anymore. I am part of a dying breed. I have a lot of problems to overcome, and it seems it would be easier if I had a understanding, loving and supporting wife. But God has not blessed me with one yet, and I am very discouraged. As a matter of fact I am more than dicouraged, I am very angry, frustrated and bitter about this. I don't know what to pray, or how to pray. All I know is that I'm in a lot of pain, and could really use some love and support. Please pray for me.