Light Follower
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Pray for my huband please. He tends to embarasse me in public, not appreciate what I do for him, and refuses to hear when I share with him how it hurts me. He gets very angry when I try to tell him and makes me feel like a burden to him. When it comes to my health he tends to stall taking me to the doctor. I get so lonely at times. I am married and still go to bed alone. He likes to stay up late on the internet or watching television. He is a nurse, and takes good care of his patients. I just wish he would do the same with me. He is ten years older than me. I once asked him if he thought I was fat, ( which I shouln't have). He told me I was a bit on the heavy side. This coming from a size 3x man. Is he loosing his love for me? Lord help me be the wife that you want me to be. Make me a holy wife with your words at the tip of my lips. I love him and feel so unloved by him. I have been so close to walking out the door. But I don't want break the promise that I made to you Lord when I said," I do." I usually incourage others saying," Everyone is of value to God." With tears running down my cheecks I can feel myself so broken on the inside. Lord be my strength so that I may find it within to pull myself together that I may continue to stay in this marriage. And that I may continue to encourage others in worse situations than mine. May you bless each person that prays for me Lord. And grant them the desires of their heart.
