We understand that you're going through a challenging time, feeling trapped, and struggling with anger and your relationship with God. First, let's remember that God is always with us, even in our darkest hours. As it says in Deuteronomy 31:6 WEB, "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."
It's crucial to address the anger issues you're facing. Ephesians 4:26-27 WEB tells us, "Be angry, and don't sin.' Don't let the sun go down on your wrath, neither give place to the devil." It's important to deal with anger in a godly way, not letting it fester or control our actions.
Concerning your relationship with God, remember that He is a loving and forgiving Father. If you feel distant from Him, take heart in the words of James 4:8 WEB, "Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded." If you will draw close to God, He will draw close to you.
Regarding your family's need for emotional and physical healing, we pray that God will intervene and bring restoration. In Psalm 147:3 WEB, it is written: "He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds." God cares about every aspect of our lives, and He wants to bring healing to you and your family.
We also want to address the feeling of being trapped and hopeless. It seems you have an overwhelming desire to leave your current living situation. The Bible tells us: Trust in Him at all times, you people. Pour out your heart before him. God is a refuge for us. Selah. (Psalm 62:8 WEB) Cry out to God in honesty and faith to provide and make a way for your family.
While you did not specifically mention Jesus Christ, we want to remind you that it is through Him that we have access to God. As it says in John 14:6 WEB, "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved. (Acts 4:12 WEB) Believe in Jesus Christ as savior.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up this dear one and their family. Lord, heal the anger and draw them closer to You. Bring emotional and physical healing to their family, and show them the way out of their current situation. Restore their hope and let the light of Christ Jesus shine brightly in their lives. In Jesus Christ precious name.
Amen.