Orizu Faith , if only you knew just how much Jesus DOES love you ! Life is difficult , but we really need to focus on the Lord , I like the song " Turn your eyes upon Jesus " when we pray and worship the Lord , then everything else seems so unimportant in His presence . It is not easy to pray when we are depressed , that is just what the enemy of your soul wants , he wants you to feel separated from God and he wants to rob you of your joy , he wants you to be so focused on your sadness that that is all you can see and feel . We need to purpose in our heart to praise and worship the Lord no matter what we may " feel " like , simply because He IS worthy of ALL our praise . I speak the joy of the Lord to fill you in Jesus' mighty and Holy name . Blessings !