am i cursed ? even though im saved y everytime i suffer

[Pinky grace]

i know everybody here will react saying no God is testing u , u will have a better life, but im having question now, tell me if God speaking to anyone, am i a curse one, who suiffered in childhood, thinking if i become young i my life will change,failed in one sector for job, thinking ok God wanted me to do something failed there, failed in relationship gone throug tremendous pain, came out of that thinking ok God will show me right person, they come only to hurt me , finaly after fasting in lent even in afear i thought i Got a person whom God chosen, no everything fixes , even though after my life failures and pain, i didnt not believed it will go smooth, bcoz in my whole life i cried, if some happiness has to come , suddengly the things changes people changes leaves me in pain, yes my marriage has to fix but broken bcoz may be he got someone best, i dnt know how much i have to bear, i gone through each and every pain in life, i just now have nothing left with, i keep on prayering even though i failed thinking no nxt i will get good things in my life, but i think not even a single time i succeed, my hope was broken each and every time, where should i go, im unable go out too i cant stay in, my life was like hell y this happening , im a cursed one or God dnt love me, im finaly having only one wish God to take me naturally give death bcoz i cant handle my life anymore

 

[Yehovah]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[AutumnDays]

Im praying for this in Jesus name. Amen.

 

[123]

God will protect you in your time of need. I pray that your prayer will be answered soon.
"For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all." 2 Corinthians 4:17
May the Lord wrap his arms around you and keep you at peace. God Bless you with our Father always at your side protecting you and your needs.

 

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