Sudeep
Disciple of Prayer
All I want is to love Jesus & to live in holy grace of Lord our God. But I am not being able to do that because there is something that sometimes shouts out verbal abuses inside my mind. It happens very very quickly and is uncontrollable. So I can't pray because I don't want to hurt Jesus or Holy Father or Holy Mother...I want to come to Jesus but this is stopping me from doing so... I am very sad and depressed because I really need him in my life but this problem is hindering me. Please pray to Jesus for purifying my mind from these sudden evil abuses and thoughts. I tried and can't solve this myself. Only God can do it. Please pray for me. This problem is ripping my life apart. Praise the Lord.
