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There is power in prayer (James 5:16)!
Night #2 in the primitive apartment. I slept almost 5 hours straight. In the van, I was sleep 4 to 5 hours total. I’m so thankful that God made this place possible for me.
I am rested but I am so deeply saddened. The pain is overwhelming. I feel like Job. I honestly do not understand how I’m still alive. I know people will say “God has a plan for you.” Is the plan for me to be deeply sad every day?
Yesterday, I received an email from HR thanking me for the work that I provided for the###. They also said they were opening up an internal investigation on the other manager and his behavior towards me.
I am in so much pain right now. It’s almost unbearable. I will probably get some more rest and then get up and read the psalms more and pray more. Again, this is why people go and kill themselves. They are in so much pain they can’t take it no more. No, I am not suicidal. I’m just simply saying I’m in deep deep pain.
I need to do DoorDash because I need to make money. After June 21, the darkness will start to come back here in ###. I think it will help me with DoorDash. I did one order yesterday for $12.
Please pray:
God will give me strength
God will bless me with a great job.
God will reconcile my family and marriage.
God will help me with DoorDash.
Your prayers mean a lot to me. I’m truly grateful for each one.
Praying for you in Jesus. Did you know that there is a cure for our sorrows, depression and anxiety found in Matthew 6? Why do we ignore what God/Jesus says to do and think about our lives especially when thinking about our lives brings our pains on and keeps us attached to them? Have you ever tried to do what God told someone else to do like the unnamed prophet in 1 Kings 13 and go somewhere and not speak one word to anyone, maybe if you need to go shopping don’t ask anyone where something is that you can’t find and maybe just point to your throat when the clerk tries to get you to talk and return a different way then you went as well as not eat anything and not even speak to another prophet to avoid getting killed by a lion? I have tried a few times and actually failed myself but I kept trying and eventually was able to do that but the unnamed prophet didn’t get to try it first did he? Why do we get to keep trying to do what God/Jesus tells us to do? The last chapter of the book of Hosea gives us some incredible promises but the whole book can be read within about an hour but we don’t want to hear about God telling someone to marry a prostitute and we don’t want to hear about what God can do to get us to return unto Him by hedging up our ways or turning work away from us which is one of our lover’s especially when we don’t believe that we have departed from Him do we? But what if we do depart from Him just by not listening to another especially that sounds wrong to us or refusing to stop thinking about our lives from Matthew 6 and telling us all about your situations like where you sleep etc? I would love to visit ### but I would get numb from the cold and fade away now. When you go to read anything in the Bible do you ask Jesus to give you His eyes to see, His ears to hear and His understanding or do you think you don’t need those things?
Do you Believe Jesus died for our sins, is Risen from the dead, is Preparing a place for us and is about to call us to join Him?
Are you watching for Jesus in the Clouds of Glory? Jesus is about to call us to join Him!
We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!
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There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!
Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.
Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.
I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.
Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!
Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!
Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.
Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.
Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.
Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.
Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.
Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.
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