Justbecause5
Humble Prayer Warrior
There is power in prayer (James 5:16)!
Thank you for praying for me.
Yes, I am a Christian. I have served God most of my adult life. I obey the gospel on July 5, 1979.
Background:
In 2019, my family and I moved to Alaska to begin working with the church. I had a three-year contract. In August 2022, my contract was complete and I had secured a teaching job in Texas.
My wife had purchased tickets for her and my daughter to go overseas to visit family. So, my young sons and I flew to Texas to begin my new job and set up our new home.
After I left Alaska, my wife hired an attorney and together they went to court and convinced the judge that I had stolen the boys and took them across state lines. I was 5000 miles away and knew nothing about what was going on.
My wife canceled her trip overseas. Of course, none of that was mentioned in court. A sister in Christ and my wife flew to Texas and took my sons while I was teaching class. It was one of the saddest days of my life.
The principal gave me permission to go to my dad‘s house. I cried all the way there nearly 250 miles almost had several accidents driving in the wrong lane. I was so deeply sad and hurt.
I pleaded with God to take me back to Alaska. Finally, in August 2019, God provided a way back to Alaska. I was given a teaching and coaching job. However, I had no place to live in no car to drive. I went back to Alaska walking by faith and not by sight.
The next 15 months in Alaska was incredibly difficult. I lost multiple jobs due to no fault of my own. I lived in the shelter 4.5 months and in the back of my van for 28 nights and then in a roach infested basement for 4.5 months.. Despite those obstacles, my love for God grew and my love for Christ and my faith increased.
I’ve probably prayed for my wife 1 million times if not more. I have asked so many people to pray for my family and my situation but so far there is no sign of anything.
I’ve been on this thread many many times asking for prayers because of the pain is just so overwhelming at times. I am not suicidal, but I have often pray that God would take my life. I have often pray that God would send a large chariot to pick me up and take me home.
I know my tears are kept in a bottle, etc., but that doesn’t help me. If so, God has a whole warehouse full of tears with my name on the jars. I’m tired of having my tears collected, please stop the tears. Please God do something to help me.
I love God in Christ with all my heart. God has done some amazing things in my life. As the holidays continue, it’s very difficult. I see little kids and I get really sad because I’ve always been the kind of father that wanted to make holidays and birthday special. Now, I’m on the outside looking in.
Please pray for me:
I need strength
Family reconciliation
Marital reconciliation
A great consistent job
A comfortable place to live
I read the psalms at least once a month and they give me hope and strength. I pray without ceasing all day long. I meditate on God in his word all day long.
But dear friends, I am exhausted.
I lost my last job on June 16. I’ve been doing gig work since then and thank God I have learned how to use it to my advantage. Very good for me. I’m so thankful to God.
I love seeing moose and they give me internal strength. I’ve seen four moose in the last 10 days. Each time I see them I get so much strength.
Please pray for me
Thank you for praying for me.
Yes, I am a Christian. I have served God most of my adult life. I obey the gospel on July 5, 1979.
Background:
In 2019, my family and I moved to Alaska to begin working with the church. I had a three-year contract. In August 2022, my contract was complete and I had secured a teaching job in Texas.
My wife had purchased tickets for her and my daughter to go overseas to visit family. So, my young sons and I flew to Texas to begin my new job and set up our new home.
After I left Alaska, my wife hired an attorney and together they went to court and convinced the judge that I had stolen the boys and took them across state lines. I was 5000 miles away and knew nothing about what was going on.
My wife canceled her trip overseas. Of course, none of that was mentioned in court. A sister in Christ and my wife flew to Texas and took my sons while I was teaching class. It was one of the saddest days of my life.
The principal gave me permission to go to my dad‘s house. I cried all the way there nearly 250 miles almost had several accidents driving in the wrong lane. I was so deeply sad and hurt.
I pleaded with God to take me back to Alaska. Finally, in August 2019, God provided a way back to Alaska. I was given a teaching and coaching job. However, I had no place to live in no car to drive. I went back to Alaska walking by faith and not by sight.
The next 15 months in Alaska was incredibly difficult. I lost multiple jobs due to no fault of my own. I lived in the shelter 4.5 months and in the back of my van for 28 nights and then in a roach infested basement for 4.5 months.. Despite those obstacles, my love for God grew and my love for Christ and my faith increased.
I’ve probably prayed for my wife 1 million times if not more. I have asked so many people to pray for my family and my situation but so far there is no sign of anything.
I’ve been on this thread many many times asking for prayers because of the pain is just so overwhelming at times. I am not suicidal, but I have often pray that God would take my life. I have often pray that God would send a large chariot to pick me up and take me home.
I know my tears are kept in a bottle, etc., but that doesn’t help me. If so, God has a whole warehouse full of tears with my name on the jars. I’m tired of having my tears collected, please stop the tears. Please God do something to help me.
I love God in Christ with all my heart. God has done some amazing things in my life. As the holidays continue, it’s very difficult. I see little kids and I get really sad because I’ve always been the kind of father that wanted to make holidays and birthday special. Now, I’m on the outside looking in.
Please pray for me:
I need strength
Family reconciliation
Marital reconciliation
A great consistent job
A comfortable place to live
I read the psalms at least once a month and they give me hope and strength. I pray without ceasing all day long. I meditate on God in his word all day long.
But dear friends, I am exhausted.
I lost my last job on June 16. I’ve been doing gig work since then and thank God I have learned how to use it to my advantage. Very good for me. I’m so thankful to God.
I love seeing moose and they give me internal strength. I’ve seen four moose in the last 10 days. Each time I see them I get so much strength.
Please pray for me

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.