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There is power in prayer (James 5:16)!
I know there is power in prayer and so I keep coming back to those praying to make my requests. Thank you.
It is 2:48 AM and it says it’s 41°F but trust me it feels much colder in this old van. I am halfway through night #21 living in the van.
Yesterday, I had a day off. It was the first day of the week and so my plan was to worship God and take the Lord supper (Acts 20:7).
I had an incredible prayer. I love praying to God and rehashing the events in which it is obvious God is working and moving in my life. It’s my favorite type of prayer. I love to give God the glory and to point out the ways that I can see his hand in my life.
I had asked God to take me back to Alaska. In his timing, he did. He gave me a job, teaching school and coaching basketball. When it suddenly ended, God made provision. When I was at wits end, after living in the homeless shelter, God gave me a beautiful apartment to live in.
I made efforts to go in certain directions, but it was so obvious that God said no to those directions and redirected me in the way that he wanted me to go (Prov 3:5-6). He directed me and redirected me. Now, I am a manager of 25 people here in Alaska. God did that!
As I revisited my past, noticing the hand of God; it gave me a lot of strength. It also gave me confidence going forward. Right now, I am laying on a camping mattress in the back of a 2006 van but I am 100% confident that God is moving and directing my life in a positive way. Why positive? Because God loves me.
I was sick for several days but now I am much better. I’m guessing I’m about 95%. I’m thankful that my health has returned which is giving me further strength.
I’m still weak. I miss my wife and children deeply and dearly. Every day, I fear, but I try so hard to put that fear in the hand of God and trust him. Unlike God, I do not know the end from the beginning (Ps 90:1-2), so I move throughout each day by faith.
I love adventure. I’m in Alaska. I lived in a shelter for 4 1/2 months. I almost died on December 29, 2024 when I got locked out of my van -23°F. I have walked in the woods with moose.. I’m now living in the back of my 2006 van for 21 nights. Out of nowhere, I’m giving a management job leading 25 people. Crazy!!
Yesterday, I did DoorDash. I think I made about $80 or so which put gas in my gas tank so I can do more DoorDash. Also gave me food to eat and coffee to drink. It’s 3:01 AM and I’m already looking forward to a cuppa coffee and in a few hours.
My previous landlord, unless she has changed her mind, she’s going to let me stay in a very small apartment but free in her house. I think she said on June 15, she’ll be moving out and going back to her home. I will probably message her today to verify. It will be so nice to have a door to close and lock.
I fear Father’s Day. I have always loved my children. I’m the kind of dad that wrestles with kids on the floor, carries them on his shoulders during a tiring hike, etc. I miss them terribly.
I kindly ask, please pray:
God will give me strength to keep on going.
God will reconcile my marriage soon.
God will bring my family back together soon.
God give me strength.
I’m not asking for wealth or fame, etc. I just want a normal life, loving my wife and raising my children. Please God help me.
It’s so cold!
I will try and rest a few more hours before…
I know there is power in prayer and so I keep coming back to those praying to make my requests. Thank you.
It is 2:48 AM and it says it’s 41°F but trust me it feels much colder in this old van. I am halfway through night #21 living in the van.
Yesterday, I had a day off. It was the first day of the week and so my plan was to worship God and take the Lord supper (Acts 20:7).
I had an incredible prayer. I love praying to God and rehashing the events in which it is obvious God is working and moving in my life. It’s my favorite type of prayer. I love to give God the glory and to point out the ways that I can see his hand in my life.
I had asked God to take me back to Alaska. In his timing, he did. He gave me a job, teaching school and coaching basketball. When it suddenly ended, God made provision. When I was at wits end, after living in the homeless shelter, God gave me a beautiful apartment to live in.
I made efforts to go in certain directions, but it was so obvious that God said no to those directions and redirected me in the way that he wanted me to go (Prov 3:5-6). He directed me and redirected me. Now, I am a manager of 25 people here in Alaska. God did that!
As I revisited my past, noticing the hand of God; it gave me a lot of strength. It also gave me confidence going forward. Right now, I am laying on a camping mattress in the back of a 2006 van but I am 100% confident that God is moving and directing my life in a positive way. Why positive? Because God loves me.
I was sick for several days but now I am much better. I’m guessing I’m about 95%. I’m thankful that my health has returned which is giving me further strength.
I’m still weak. I miss my wife and children deeply and dearly. Every day, I fear, but I try so hard to put that fear in the hand of God and trust him. Unlike God, I do not know the end from the beginning (Ps 90:1-2), so I move throughout each day by faith.
I love adventure. I’m in Alaska. I lived in a shelter for 4 1/2 months. I almost died on December 29, 2024 when I got locked out of my van -23°F. I have walked in the woods with moose.. I’m now living in the back of my 2006 van for 21 nights. Out of nowhere, I’m giving a management job leading 25 people. Crazy!!
Yesterday, I did DoorDash. I think I made about $80 or so which put gas in my gas tank so I can do more DoorDash. Also gave me food to eat and coffee to drink. It’s 3:01 AM and I’m already looking forward to a cuppa coffee and in a few hours.
My previous landlord, unless she has changed her mind, she’s going to let me stay in a very small apartment but free in her house. I think she said on June 15, she’ll be moving out and going back to her home. I will probably message her today to verify. It will be so nice to have a door to close and lock.
I fear Father’s Day. I have always loved my children. I’m the kind of dad that wrestles with kids on the floor, carries them on his shoulders during a tiring hike, etc. I miss them terribly.
I kindly ask, please pray:
God will give me strength to keep on going.
God will reconcile my marriage soon.
God will bring my family back together soon.
God give me strength.
I’m not asking for wealth or fame, etc. I just want a normal life, loving my wife and raising my children. Please God help me.
It’s so cold!
I will try and rest a few more hours before…