Justbecause5
Humble Prayer Warrior
There is power in prayer (James 5:16)!
If you have prayed for me, thank you!
If you have followed, my saga, you are aware of the difficulties that I have been through.
Three years ago, my wife left me and then she stole my children. I had moved from Alaska to Texas to set up our new home and to start a new job; my wife and stepdaughter were headed overseas to visit family.
I pleaded with God to take me back to Alaska. I had hoped that being in Alaska would result in the reconciliation of my family. Finally, on August 19, 2024, God answered my prayer by providing a first-class ticket from California to Alaska courtesy of my previous company.
Over the last year, I have endured a lot of grief. I lived in a shelter for 4.5 months and then in the back of my van for 28 nights. I lost three really good jobs due to no fault of my own. Almost died on December 29, 2024, when I got locked out of my van and it was -23°F. On top of that, I have dealt with debilitating depression and sadness.
Over the last year, I’ve also seen some blessings. God has kept me afloat through DoorDash and the like. I’ve seen incredible northern lights, moose, and other wildlife. I’ve seen incredible mountains, lakes, and vistas, etc. etc. Right now, I am living in a basement for free, so there have been some positives in that journey.
I love the rain! Rain gives me so much strength (Acts 14:17). I also love moose. I love to see those majestic creatures as they maneuver on the side of the road or in the backyard or on a hilltop.
God’s timing amazes me!
Moose are not as easy to find as one might think. One could easily go months without seeing one.
When I get really sad, I hope and pray for rain. On several occasions over the last several months, I have prayed that God would let me see a moose. God never disappointed me. He often led me down byways, which caused me to see a moose. It is amazing to me God’s timing.
For example, yesterday I had a really bad day and I prayed that God would let me see a moose. Today, despite the snow and the cold weather, I got up at 4:30 and went to do DoorDash. I drove 1 mile down the mountain and onto the main road as I turned right, I saw three moose passing over the road. If I had only been 30 seconds late to that location, I would’ve missed them. God answered my prayer again.
Again, over the last 45 months, I have prayed five times for God to let me see a moose, and either that day or the day after I would see one. It amazes me the timing of God.
Believe it or not, all of that gives me strength as I am confident that God’s timing is perfect. I have been praying without ceasing all this time for the reconciliation in my family. I believe God is working. It seems impossible, but I am confident that God is working.
I wanted to share that with people on this thread. It’s painful to pray and pray and pray and wait and wait and wait.
I kindly asked that you continue to pray for me in my situation:
God, please answer the prayers:
Marital and family reconciliation
A regular, steady job
A comfortable place to live of my own
Strength to keep on going
I really appreciate your prayers and kindness during these difficult days. I cannot describe the pain that I have endured. I’m confident that God sees all and knows all.
If you have prayed for me, thank you!
If you have followed, my saga, you are aware of the difficulties that I have been through.
Three years ago, my wife left me and then she stole my children. I had moved from Alaska to Texas to set up our new home and to start a new job; my wife and stepdaughter were headed overseas to visit family.
I pleaded with God to take me back to Alaska. I had hoped that being in Alaska would result in the reconciliation of my family. Finally, on August 19, 2024, God answered my prayer by providing a first-class ticket from California to Alaska courtesy of my previous company.
Over the last year, I have endured a lot of grief. I lived in a shelter for 4.5 months and then in the back of my van for 28 nights. I lost three really good jobs due to no fault of my own. Almost died on December 29, 2024, when I got locked out of my van and it was -23°F. On top of that, I have dealt with debilitating depression and sadness.
Over the last year, I’ve also seen some blessings. God has kept me afloat through DoorDash and the like. I’ve seen incredible northern lights, moose, and other wildlife. I’ve seen incredible mountains, lakes, and vistas, etc. etc. Right now, I am living in a basement for free, so there have been some positives in that journey.
I love the rain! Rain gives me so much strength (Acts 14:17). I also love moose. I love to see those majestic creatures as they maneuver on the side of the road or in the backyard or on a hilltop.
God’s timing amazes me!
Moose are not as easy to find as one might think. One could easily go months without seeing one.
When I get really sad, I hope and pray for rain. On several occasions over the last several months, I have prayed that God would let me see a moose. God never disappointed me. He often led me down byways, which caused me to see a moose. It is amazing to me God’s timing.
For example, yesterday I had a really bad day and I prayed that God would let me see a moose. Today, despite the snow and the cold weather, I got up at 4:30 and went to do DoorDash. I drove 1 mile down the mountain and onto the main road as I turned right, I saw three moose passing over the road. If I had only been 30 seconds late to that location, I would’ve missed them. God answered my prayer again.
Again, over the last 45 months, I have prayed five times for God to let me see a moose, and either that day or the day after I would see one. It amazes me the timing of God.
Believe it or not, all of that gives me strength as I am confident that God’s timing is perfect. I have been praying without ceasing all this time for the reconciliation in my family. I believe God is working. It seems impossible, but I am confident that God is working.
I wanted to share that with people on this thread. It’s painful to pray and pray and pray and wait and wait and wait.
I kindly asked that you continue to pray for me in my situation:
God, please answer the prayers:
Marital and family reconciliation
A regular, steady job
A comfortable place to live of my own
Strength to keep on going
I really appreciate your prayers and kindness during these difficult days. I cannot describe the pain that I have endured. I’m confident that God sees all and knows all.