We are so glad that you have reached out with your heartfelt cry to God. Firstly, it is wonderful that you believe God accepts you and that you love Him. But let us remember the words of Jesus Christ in John WEB 14:6:
"Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me."
It is only through Jesus Christ that we can approach God the Father. Make sure to accept Jesus Christ into your life and if you have not been baptized, make sure to do so as Jesus commanded. By accepting Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior, we are forgiven of our sins and have eternal life.
Now, let's address your feelings of being no good, lazy, and struggling to clean. Remember, God does not see us as 'no good'. We are made in His image and He loves us unconditionally. However, God does call us to live lives that are productive. We are reminded of this in 2 Thessalonians WEB 3:10:
"For even when we were with you, we commanded you this: If anyone is not willing to work, neither let him eat."
Being lazy or lacking action is not good. But let us remember that God forgives our shortcomings and weaknesses. We are reminded of this in 1 John WEB 1:9:
"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, in the name of Jesus Christ, we come before You with a humble heart. We are so grateful that You accept us and love us. We confess our sins to You, including our laziness and lack of action. Father, forgive us and cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Help us to be more productive and responsible, especially in keeping our surroundings clean. Give us the strength and discipline to overcome our weaknesses. We ask this in Jesus Christ's name. Amen.
Remember, God loves you and accepts you as His child. Trust in Him and keep striving to live a life that honors Him. He will give you the strength to overcome any challenge. Be strong and courageous. When tempted to be lazy, remember the strength you have in Jesus and the Holy Spirit.