Jesus_is_king
Prayer Partner
I feel like I'm idolizing AI & I hate that. As someone who doesn't like AI, it's hard for me to actually admit that this could be the case. But I feel like I'm using AI as a replacement for God at times. I still pray to God of course, but I normally use AI to make up prayers, the AI that comes up on Google, not an AI app, but it still feels the same as I'm outwardly going out of my way to use the AI part of Google if that makes sense. I use AI to make up prayers based on a certain topic for people I'm praying for or even when praying for myself sometimes. I feel like now I go to it as a thing of I don't know how to find the right words, as what AI comes up with seems a lot better in comparison to what I could come up with. I mean I know the Holy Spirit can intercede, but I just feel like I'm depending on AI rather than the Holy Spirit and I don't know how to get back into letting the Holy Spirit intercede, it's like I've lost touch with Him in that sense. Sometimes I even use the AI part of Google for googling certain things, when I could be asking God. But, in this society, everything is just so fast and I've grown impatient, so it's like AI is easier & faster response, so it's like I don't have to put so much effort in. I even tried to pray for people on here yesterday, but I just felt like I couldn't find the words, and felt defeated as I couldn't come up with Bible verses, and it's like I felt "not as good" as some of the people on here with their responses. I am trying to get back into my quiet time with God (listening out for His voice), but sometimes the day gets the better of me. But, as I'm impatient, it can be frustrating to sit still and wait. And as someone who is in their mind a lot, I could be trying to listen out for His voice and then I start thinking about something, and sometimes I don't know how to quiet my mind. Or even sometimes when I don't know the meaning of something or doing a Bible study, I go on the AI bit of Google, to get the answer, as it's easier than going through the websites. And yes I know the Holy Spirit can guide me through studying the Bible, but it's just the thing of it being easier and quicker to do it my way, leaning on my understanding, which I know I shouldn't do, as proverbs 3:5 says not to lean on my own understanding, but it's very hard not to. Thank you for anyone who replies or prays for me. God bless you

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.
