Again, another sleepless night. I feel so alone with an overwhelming amount of worries and anxiety and depression. I wish there was one place I could go and feel welcomed and safe. There is no place like that in my world. I am left out at work in a big way and I pray that the kids. parents and co workers all warm up to me. I am so emotionally and mentally drained on all aspects of my life. I ask the Lord to please heal my mind because I just live this way. It is to much for me to handle anymore.
