Aftermath Of Drug Addiction, In Lucifers Grasp

[alfiesmommy]

I am 26 years old and a single mom to a 2year old beautful little boy, for 10 years ive rejected the lord infact not thought about him at all,as i have been in continuos addiction to heroin and crack cocaine, now im tryin 2 get my act together which im finding extremely hard, the after affects are ruining me more now than when i was in full grip of the drugs, my family financially broke and physically and emotionally drained and worn out, they have stood by me the whole time, i have stoled thousands of pounds i am in debt now around 20,000 to my parents, 9000 to my brother and 20000 to a close friend who has helped me, i want nothing aopart from jesus i pray to the lord every night without fail the same prayer every night, i start with the lords prayer, then i thank the lord for my life and everything included, i apologise for my sins and ask for forgiveness, then ask to put a blanket of protection over my family. but i feel its too late every tine i ask for forgiveness i sin wthin 24 hours, i dont mean to im not a bad person i am deeply spiritual and love my lord very much, but am sinkin into satans hands every day and feel lucifer has me in his grip evern on the tips of his fingertips, everyone tells me the lord loves me but how can he after all ive done, i need a financial miracle and a relaitonship with my father yehovah, please help me xxxxxxxxxx

 

[Articles]

May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[younus bhatti]

Father look at your daughter she came to you , she feel guilt about her past ,she want forgiveness ,God whoever came to you with sinful life ,your always forgive them with this guidance " DO NOT SIN AGAIN " So please accept your daughter ,bless her with your grace, and mercy ,keep out all the worries for her life , make her strange , in Jesus name.Amen.

 

[bluebirds38]

dear lord i pray that you hear her plea and answer her prayers, in jesus name amen.

 

[alfiesmommy]

thankyou for your prayers but i feel it is too late, i am very close to doing something stupid, but i have my little boy who adores me i could not do that to him, but my sins are so bad i am already burning in the lake of fire with sin - guilt - lies - theft - criminal activity - prison = hurt - disrespect - cursing - adultary - prostitution the list just goes on and it circled me every ay of my life, i have been picturing the way i want to go just walk infront of a lorry but then i think of the person driving that lorry how it wud affect their life, and my son and family i would leave behind im not a bad person but i cant escape my sinful ways, please sum1 help me my tears are dripping all over my laptop i need help