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smith9548
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First of all I want to say thank you to those who prayed for me and my baby. Also to God for giving me a reality check because although I may have thought that I was handling a situation I only made matters worse. I was so afraid but I was never alone. I will be 8 months on the 6 of January. My doctor confirmed that both me and my unborn child are okay for now. He wants to repeat everything once he is born, but he said that he didnt think it necessary since both me and the other responsible party are negative. My spouse is not taking it to well but he was negative also. Also the major concern for my distress was another because I did sin and instead of thinking of the people I would hurt in the process I only thought of my self and my own selfish desire for revenge. I dont know if that rumor was a rumor made up by another hurtful person but I do know that I was wrong. I believe in my heart that we will be okay because I serve a powerful God.
I did however let my spouse know that its time for a change for both of us. We both attend church regularly and bible study but does that mean we are saved. I dont think so. Not with both of our behaviors. I was so eager to get revenge that I forgot to forgive.
Now I just aske for forgiveness and healing for this family. The last three years have been bumpy. We got married after 8 months and I was pregnant before our 2nd anniversary. Now this is our 2nd baby and we have just shamed our family.
I did however let my spouse know that its time for a change for both of us. We both attend church regularly and bible study but does that mean we are saved. I dont think so. Not with both of our behaviors. I was so eager to get revenge that I forgot to forgive.
Now I just aske for forgiveness and healing for this family. The last three years have been bumpy. We got married after 8 months and I was pregnant before our 2nd anniversary. Now this is our 2nd baby and we have just shamed our family.
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