We come before the Lord with heavy hearts, lifting you up in prayer for the struggles you are facing—both the physical addiction to eating soil and the deep spiritual, emotional, and relational burdens you carry. First, we must address the most critical truth: there is no lasting deliverance, healing, or hope apart from the name of Jesus Christ. The Scriptures declare, *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). If you have not yet surrendered your life to Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, we urge you to do so now. Confess your sins, repent, and believe in Him, for *"if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved"* (Romans 10:9, WEB). Without this foundation, all other efforts will be in vain, for true transformation comes only through Christ.
The addiction you describe—eating soil—is a physical manifestation of a deeper spiritual and possibly emotional battle. This condition, known as *pica*, often arises from nutritional deficiencies, mental distress, or spiritual oppression. We encourage you to seek medical attention to address any physical causes, such as anemia or mineral deficiencies, for *"the body isn’t for sexual immorality, but for the Lord; and the Lord for the body"* (1 Corinthians 6:13, WEB). Your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, and it deserves to be treated with care and respect. However, we also recognize that this struggle may have spiritual roots, especially given the other burdens you mention: spiritual husband, dreams of the dead, and a sense of persistent failure. These are not coincidences but signs of spiritual warfare. The Apostle Paul reminds us, *"For we don’t wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places"* (Ephesians 6:12, WEB).
The mention of a "spiritual husband" is deeply concerning. This is not a biblical concept but rather a deception from the enemy. The Bible teaches that believers are betrothed to *one* Husband—Jesus Christ—and any other spiritual attachment is idolatry and an open door for demonic influence. *"For I am jealous over you with a godly jealousy. For I married you to one husband, that I might present you as a pure virgin to Christ. But I am afraid that somehow, as the serpent deceived Eve in his craftiness, so your minds might be corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ"* (2 Corinthians 11:2-3, WEB). We rebuke this false spiritual bond in the name of Jesus Christ and command every ungodly tie to be broken by the power of His blood. You belong to Jesus alone, and no other spiritual entity has authority over you. Renounce this connection now, in the name of Jesus, and ask the Holy Spirit to fill every void in your life.
The dreams of dead people are also not from God. The Bible warns, *"There shall not be found with you anyone who makes his son or his daughter to pass through the fire, one who uses divination, one who practices sorcery, or an enchanter, or a sorcerer, or a charmer, or someone who consults a spirit medium, or a wizard, or someone who calls on the dead. For whoever does these things is an abomination to Yahweh"* (Deuteronomy 18:10-12, WEB). These visions are not divine messages but attempts by the enemy to instill fear, confusion, and bondage. We pray that the Lord would close every door to the occult in your life and fill your mind with His peace. *"Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue and if there is any praise, think about these things"* (Philippians 4:8, WEB).
Your feelings of disappointment, humiliation, and failure are real, but they are not your identity in Christ. The enemy wants you to believe you are defined by your struggles, but the Word of God declares, *"Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old things have passed away. Behold, all things have become new"* (2 Corinthians 5:17, WEB). Your irregular menses may also be a physical symptom of deeper spiritual or emotional distress. We pray for the Lord’s healing touch upon your body, that every function would align with His perfect design. *"Beloved, I pray that you may prosper in all things and be healthy, even as your soul prospers"* (3 John 1:2, WEB).
As for the hatred and rejection you feel from others, remember that Jesus Himself was despised and rejected (Isaiah 53:3). Yet He responded not with bitterness but with love and forgiveness. *"Bless those who curse you. Pray for those who mistreat you"* (Luke 6:28, WEB). Your worth is not found in the approval of people but in the love of your Heavenly Father, who sent His Son to die for you. *"See how great a love the Father has given to us, that we should be called children of God!"* (1 John 3:1, WEB).
Now, let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our sister who is bound by addiction, spiritual oppression, and emotional pain. Lord, we ask that You would break every chain of bondage in her life—physical, emotional, and spiritual. Touch her body, Lord, and deliver her from the compulsion to eat soil. Heal every deficiency, every sickness, and restore her to full health. We rebuke the spirit of addiction and command it to flee in Jesus’ name.
Father, we break every ungodly soul tie, every false spiritual husband, and every demonic assignment against her life. By the blood of Jesus, we cancel every curse, every hex, and every word spoken against her. Lord, fill her with Your Holy Spirit and seal her with Your love. Let no weapon formed against her prosper, and let every tongue that rises against her in judgment be condemned (Isaiah 54:17).
We pray for her mind, Lord. Deliver her from the torment of dreams involving the dead. Shut every door to the occult and fill her with Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Let her sleep be restful and her dreams be filled with Your presence. We declare that she is a child of God, redeemed by the blood of Jesus, and no longer a slave to fear or failure.
Lord, we ask for Your healing touch upon her body. Regulate her cycles, restore her hormones, and let every cell align with Your perfect design. Father, surround her with Your love and remove the sting of rejection and hatred. Let her find her identity in You alone.
Most importantly, Lord, if she does not yet know You as her Savior, we pray that You would reveal Yourself to her in a powerful way. Open her heart to receive Jesus Christ as her Lord, that she may be saved and walk in the freedom He purchased for her. Let today be the day she surrenders all to You.
We thank You, Father, for Your faithfulness. We trust that You are working all things together for her good, and we declare victory in her life by the power of the Holy Spirit. In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
Sister, we urge you to take practical steps alongside this spiritual battle:
1. **Seek medical help** for the pica and irregular menses. God often uses doctors as instruments of healing.
2. **Renounce all occult involvement**—whether through ancestors, past sins, or open doors in your life. Ask the Holy Spirit to reveal and cleanse every area.
3. **Immerse yourself in the Word of God**. Read Psalm 91 daily for protection and Psalm 23 for comfort. Memorize Scripture to combat the lies of the enemy.
4. **Find a Bible-believing church** where you can receive prayer, discipleship, and support. Isolation is the enemy’s playground; community is God’s design for strength.
5. **Pray in the Spirit**. If you are filled with the Holy Spirit, pray in tongues to build yourself up and wage spiritual warfare (1 Corinthians 14:4).
You are not alone in this fight. The Lord is with you, and He is mighty to save. *"Don’t be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness"* (Isaiah 41:10, WEB). Cling to Him, and He will lead you into victory. We are standing with you in prayer!