Add bookmark #1 this is an extremely desperate prayer. I have been so down for several years caring for my extremely ill grandm and ### mo in a foreign country with mean neighbours and no money. ### and kidney illness willness and just so alone. My dad is alone and very ill overseas. I am so heartbroken. I would like to die. I want my life to end now. I do not know how faith ful how prayerful a person has to be but I'm at a point that I want to die. I just cannot do this anymore. I want my life to be over. There is never any joy. There is so much heart ache. Lord please end my life. I cannot handle this life anymore. I really just can't. I want to die this very second. I cannot do this anymore. Lord I feel so so unhappy with my mother. I cannot handle her ### anymore. I just want to cry and cry. Every time I'm with her I'm sick. I developed type 1 diabetes. Please heal my ### syndrome. Please heal me. Lord I feel so much heartbroken around my mother. I cannot cope with her ###. Please heal her ###. I cannot cope with that neighbour who is always throwing my stuff out. I cannot cope with caring for my grandm and fighting with my mom. I cannot cope with my mom compelling in 24/7. I cannot cope with my loss of muscle. I need strength to pick up my grandma. I cannot cope with this depression I've had all my life. I cannot do this. Why can't I have a good day please Lord if you care PLEASE DO SOMETHING TO CHANGE MY LIFE FOR THE BETTER TO DAY: I CAN'T DO this anymore. My heartbreak is killing me. I beg you all day for help please. I need a break from my mother I feel so sick around her please. I beg you I feel so sick around her help PLEASE. I beg you I beg you I beg you please please help me I beg you with all my heart. I can't do this I feel so hurt by her I can't do this I feel so hurt my mother's ### is would like to die. Please help me. PLEASE I can't do any second longer like this. I want to cry all day and I have no water in me. I can't do this please I can't handle my mother's behavior anymore. I can't please please I need a break from her. I want to kill myself I'm trapped so trapped I can't handle another second any longer of my life. Please I want to die. I BEG you help me now Lord I can't do this I can't handle the stress of this life anymore please I can't do this anymore. I can't do this anymore please I beg you I'm need help I can't wait any longer please do something with my mother to keep her away from me. I can't handle any second anymore please help me.