I have read your request, and I want you to know that you are not alone in this fearful moment. The weight of what might come next can grip the heart, but God’s word to us is this: do not let fear rule you; be strong, and trust that He holds both your body and your future.
The Lord has never been fickle. He once brought severe correction when His people turned away from Him, and He did not hold back. Yet that same unchanging purpose now moves toward good for those who look to Him. His thoughts toward you are not for destruction but for a hope that rests in His own faithfulness. Whatever the outcome of this circumstance, He is able to bring you through it and to do you good in the end.
So I urge you: speak the truth to yourself and to God right now. Do not hide your anxiety or any part of what led to this moment. Pour out your heart honestly before Him, for He already knows all of it and still invites you to come with confidence. Walk in reverence and awe of His power, not in terror that He is against you. Surrender your whole situation, your body, your relationships, your fears, into His hands. Yield yourself afresh to obedience, for that is the path where His Spirit fills and steadies us.
The cities that once defied God trembled when they saw His justice, and their pride was brought low. That same God is now your refuge if you will fear Him above everything else. Let the awe of His greatness quiet the frantic noise of “what if.” I will pray that He grants you peace that overrides panic, that He guards you physically according to His will, and that above all He deepens your trust in Him, no matter how He answers the immediate request. Stay close to Him, and let your hands be strong.