Abused

[mikainneedofprayer]

I am currently in an abusive marrige. Some days I don't know if I am coming or going. Some days my husband is sweet and other time I see nothing but pure evil when I look at him. I am so depressed that I can't focus on anything. I have been with him since I was 18 and it has always been abusive. Now I am 30 and still dealing with abuse. Either, I am yelling or screaming at him, or he is screaming or hitting on me. Mosts days I feel like he just might change and others I don't think he will ever change. I was chocked yesterday because I did not want to have sex because of the abuse I have endured for the past five days straight. I left him once and it was hard. I ended up allowing him to come back into my life. I just want happiness in my life. For as far back as I can see, I have been unhappy. I don't know what to do. I am trying to stay strong, but I am so weak. I am sitting here in need of prayer.

 

[fishing1]

Heavenly Father, I know it is never Your will for someone to be abused. Please draw her husband to you and let him be saved and no longer abuse her. And please wrap Your comforting arms around her and speak Your love to her heart. In Jesus Name. Amen

 

[faithope]

Dear Lord, we pray that You bring a total healing to Mikai emotionally and mentally. Give Mikai the strength, grace and wisdom when dealing a conflict with her husband. May YOu convict her husband's heart that he is harming his wife when he should be loving her as Christ loves His church. We agree and pray that You will make a way for them both to settle their differences and may they both put YOu first in their life, in Jesus' Name, we ask in agreement, amen-Matthew 18:19-19

Dear Mikai

I would love to encourage you to read one of Krisite's blog. She is one of the intercessor here. Here is her blog :-

http://www.prayerrequest.com/topic/68889-how-to-fight-the-battle-for-your-marriage-and-draw-close-to-god/

Be bless

 

[lori4546]

<3 praying for you

 

[flora]

I have prayed

 

[clay pot]

Mika, there are women's shelters you can reach out to and get help and away from this abuse. There is hope for you! Lord, we ask that you plant the right people on Mika's path who will be a blessing to her and lead her to the path of peace and joy and walking with you, Lord! It's your desire that she be in perfect health, mentally and physically, and you do have the right person for her when the time is right. We ask that she be set free from the abuse and able to get away and be at peace that you wrap your loving arms around her, Lord, and comfort her, bind up the wounds deep inside, and let her feel your peace and lovingkindness that she may draw close to you and understand your will for her and her life. "For I know the thoughts I think toward you, thoughts of good and not of evil to give you a future and a hope." Jeremiah 29:11. We thank you, Lord, also for stirring her husband's heart toward you and convicting him that he may repent and be saved, healed, delivered and restored whole. We ask in the name of Jesus, you work mightily in their hearts and lives, and we give thanks now for it, all for your glory, amen!!

 

[thuthu2004]

Just stop yelling at him for a change, try by all means to be calm and everytime you think of yelling just pray to God for his strength , be down to earth , try to be sorry even when u know u not wrong just to show him he is the head.And pray for him , pray like uve never prayed before.