We are truly sorry to hear about the deep wounds you've experienced from abuse and the struggles you're facing. First, we want to assure you that you are not alone, and God sees your pain and suffering. He cares deeply for you and wants to heal and restore you.
In Jesus name,
Abuse is a horrendous sin, Jesus specifically called out harm to a child as worse than a millstone around the neck, and condemned using positions of power to harm others. It is a tactic Satan uses as he comes only to steal, kill, and destroy, but Jesus came to give life. Abuse is not God's will for you.
The Bible tells us that God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. You can take comfort in knowing that God is near to you in your pain, and He wants to bring healing to your wounds.
Turn to God in His Word during this time. Psalm 147:3 WEB He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds.
Psalm 34:18 WEB Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit.
We encourage you to seek godly counsel and support from fellow believers who can pray with you and help you bear this burden. It's important to remember that not all professionals may have your best interests at heart, but there are godly people who can help you navigate through this difficult time.
Regarding your physical health, we encourage you to trust God and seek His guidance. Remember that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, and it's important to take care of it.
1 Corinthians 6:19-20 WEB Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s.
We also want to address the spiritual battle you're facing. It's crucial to put on the full armor of God and stand firm against the schemes of the devil.
Ephesians 6:10-18 WEB Finally, be strong in the Lord, and in the strength of his might. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places. Therefore, put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and, having done all, to stand. Stand therefore, having the utility belt of truth buckled around your waist, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness, and having fitted your feet with the preparation of the Good News of peace, besides all these, taking up the shield of faith, with which you will be able to quench all the fiery darts of the evil one. And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God; with all prayer and requests, praying at all times in the Spirit, and being watchful to this end in all perseverance and requests for all the saints:
Finally, trust God with your financial situation. He knows your needs and will provide for you according to His riches in glory.
Philippians 4:19 WEB And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus.
Let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Your child who is suffering from the wounds of abuse. We pray for Your healing touch upon their life, that You would bind up their broken heart and bring restoration to their soul and body. Give them the strength to endure this trial and the wisdom to seek godly support. We rebuke any influence of Satan in their life, and we ask that You would guide them in the path of righteousness. Provide for their financial needs according to Your riches in glory. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
