Anonymous
Beloved of All
This is the most important request I have ever asked of God. Its all about an ongoing abuse problem. My ex-husband has been abusing me and my children for about 12 years now, Everything from physical, mental, emotional, sexual and spiritual. For my children it has been emotional, physical and spiritual, for me it has been all of the above. When we first got together it was ok, then we had our son and he started being increasingly emotionally abusive then physical whenever I would try defend our son or myself. Then we had our daughter and he continued being abusive all the time. Name calling (filthy, filthy words), hatred of all women, Lude behavior, complaining all the time, disrespectful of others boundaries, over sexual comments, forcing sex on me or he would be mean to the children and me all day if I don’t do it, Slapping me and the children in the face ( he has even blackened my eyes with his fist) ... We fled to a shelter and started our life over .. time passed and he promised that he would be better ... we did not go and live with him but the only way I would allow him to see the children is if there was another adult there, my children wouldn’t go without me .. so i went with them. At first he was fine, but again he started slowly .. then increasing in frequency and viciousness .. He is a freemason and says he will get me if I don’t behave the way he thinks I should, he also said that if I take him to court and win then he will kill me, and I know him and I believe he would, cook for him, clean for him, have sex with him (even though we are not married and we don’t live together) , I have tried to be nice to him but as soon as something happens like a clogged sink or a perceived disrespect from so.eone outside he blames me and flips out. I don’t want our kids around him anymore, and I don’t want him around me ... we have a visitation agreement that was written up by us and signed and notarized. I just want him gone for good and permanently. He is a narcissist like you have never seen. Please pray that God intervenes on my and my children’s behalf. Thank you.