Dexter2020
Faithful Servant
I acknowledge that I was indeed a Pharisee last time and was just like Oh Sunday Christian and take the cross likely. I have the mouth to say people but actually I was one also. I called myself Christian but I did not read the Bible, cared about is how much money in the bank account. Persistent liar so much bad things which I have done and all my life was a mess and hook up with porn and all that and did as much harm to Jesus. But Jesus showed me that I don't deserve but he set me free and that I can no longer be in a Pharisee lifestyle but a life for Christ, where the extent of the sin is so overwhelming that it harmed my relationship. I kept giving myself excuses that all these are ok but it was not and luckily I still have Jesus to rewind and reset my life where I can find Victory against the sins. I was very stubborn refuse to admit that I was the one I always blame God and treated Jesus like a genie to fulfill my wishes. Blaming Jesus for not fulfilling my wishes and wants although he showed me a vision of marriage. Now I am come to the realization that Jesus and his word is the one to turn my life around is not the Church or saying that one is a Christian but on the outside in a ravenous wolf, and things that I once like doing I no longer do them. Just doing traditions at Service but there was no transformation I treated people very disrespectfully over blaming and comparing why I do not have a lot.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.