psalm10:1 Lord, why are you standing aloof and far away? why do you hide when I need you the most?
psalm22:1 why have you forsaken me? why do you remain so distant? why do you ignore my cries for help Lord?
But God doesn't leave you. He has promised repeatedly.
Joshua1:5 I will never leave you nor forsake you
How do you praise God when you don't understand what's happening in your life and God is silent? You do what Job did.
Then he fell to the ground in worship and said "naked I came from my mother's womb, and naked I will depart. The Lord gave and the Lord has Taken away, May the name of the Lord be Praised!" Job1:20-21