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andi323
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A lot of pain, heartbreak these past few days. A lot of fear, thoughts of my future and facing these court cases are just overwhelming me. The pain I'm feeling now when I think of the past 5 months is so severe, it's physical. Like an ice cold knife in my chest. I feel cold and hot at the same time and like I cannot breathe. I don't understand all of this, but I keep praying for hope. I truly need just something good, something hopeful and positive to happen. It's been so long. It's been so long since I've felt happy, since I've truly smiled, felt safe. I can't bear to think this is my life now. Need prayers...feeling so tired.
