seanathon
Prayer Warrior
i have struggled now with more disturbing thoughts that tell me i am a cause of harm to others, that i cause them to forget or be distracted, that i am not a loving person etc. i have prayed for help but i ask for guidance in my prayer life i feel a need to get away from this strange anxiety that keeps telling me i am tricking or not being honest, even in prayer, i would ask that there be a hedge of protection around my house and calm that would helmet me in my mind i would ask for graceful prayerful heartfelt dreams of forgiveness and love to come to me in my sleep today, in jesus christ's name, one of the reasons i ask for this is because there was a period where i was recovering and then had some terrible nightmares, but i knew that those nightmares were shallow and not the true dreams of deep rest, which we all experience to some degree when we rest in sleep, anyway hope you all have a very good night and i wanted to give thanks for a good baseball throw with my friends and neighbors tonight. I would ask that i would not be distracted by the negative thoughts, nor give into compulsions nor even feel them or hear them in anyway, i really enjoyed playing baseball and i liked playing with my friends, it gives me hope to see genuinely friendly and good people on my block, and i can only say that it was good to play ball with them, i see hope with them on this block for some good times for the neighborhood something i haven't seen in awhile, i would ask that i do not judge these people, that i would not be rude to these people in thought or deed and i ask for calm and being honest and friendly in jesus christ's name i pray amen, may my whole family have a restful night tonight and may all your families as well.
