HBPastorToBe
Servant of All
I know God has a purpose for everything he allows me to go through. Lord help me understand your will for what I'm faced with right now. I don't know hat I should be doing. I feel you want me to wait on you. Teach me how to wait patiently. I've been struggling with letting go of someone. I feel I should, but I also feel I shouldn't. This person has been in and out of my life for a few years now. But I feel she just uses me. But still I keep letting her back in. My heart longs for a relationship and it's as if she takes advantage of this because she knows I care about her. Lord I ask you to move her completely out of my life if she is not sincere. If a change is coming in her keep me holding on. I don't like abandoning people, but I also hate being used and abused. Lord I know you know what's best for me. So Lord I ask you to do just that. I've let this person continually bring me and my kids misfortune. I believe she can be a good person. But the bad things she does or are a part of affects me and outweigh the good. She puts me in a mindset of Delilah with Samson. Feeding off my lust to gain advantage. I've been praying for her (###) for awhile now with little change. Maybe she's just not the one for me. Give me a sign Lord. Reveal to me what I should do in regards to this. Reveal to me her true nature. So I can move on or hold on. Whatever you decide Lord is what I will do.
