I do see God moving in my life, My daughter's heart has turned and she no longer is angry that my husband left and she says that she knows he will be back and we will speak again, God has also given me a prayer partner who is in agreement that God will restore my marriage. I know that right now God is working on me because I had walked away from him and in order for my marriage to be restored and me to be the Godly wife and mother I need to be God has a work to do in me. Yes it gets hard and there are so many times I want to give up because that is my normal when it gets hard I run but I am standing I take it day by day. I thank God that when it gets too hard he always sends something to encourage me or I am learning to stand and encourage myself or go into my prayer closet and talk to God. This is a journey but there is a great reward in the end and that is my renewed relationship with God and the restoration of not just my marriage but God working in my whole entire family.