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KristyLoren
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I need prayer in so many areas. I'll be 40 in Feb and since 17 1/2 I have had SERIOUS MORE THAN SEVERE DEPRESSION & panic attacks. I have chronic pain from failed back surgeries and cramps that last weeks. I take MANY medications for all of it, I started taking a new med yesterday for my severe depression and it has a side effect of a deadly rash but I tolerate meds very well, so that's why I'm giving it a try, it's called Lamictal. I have been a liar and a thief in the past and I have asked for forgiveness atleast what seems like 1,000 times for years. I know Jesus is MY Savior and I don't won't to do things that disappoint him anymore. My estranged husband and I tried to work things out after not seeing each other for 15 years and that lasted about 4 months, which he also suffers many issues with mental illness, while we were together he had no affection for me hardly at all and he says we are divorced but I KNOW we are not, it's been VERY much researched and there are NO papers of our divorce and he makes things up to get off the subject, but he married a long time friend 4 days before she died so he could get her home and I am sure it was an agreement they both made and I'm sure he is afraid if anyone knows, including me that we are not divorced he will lose his home. I watched him be saved back in the 90's and we were baptized together, how can we not be meant for each other??? I don't understand anything these days. The ALMIGHTY LORD JESUS knows what I need prayer for, so plz just pray for my situations and my mother who works her fingers to the bone so I can have my meds until my disability comes through, plz also pray for my step dad who has never worked and my mom pretty much supports him also and he has a terrible pill abuse problem. "Thank You" for reading and may GOD truly bless whoever has to read this 
