We hear your cry for restoration, stability, and divine intervention in your health, circumstances, and future. Your words carry a mix of desperation, faith, and frustration, and we want to respond with truth, love, and the authority of Scripture.
First, we must address the language of "speaking, declaring, and decreeing" things into existence. While we believe in the power of prayer and God’s ability to heal and provide, we do not believe we have the authority to *command* God or *create* reality with our words. That is the prerogative of God alone. Jesus taught us to pray, *"Your kingdom come. Your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven"* (Matthew 6:10). Our prayers should align with God’s will, not our own demands. We must surrender our desires to His perfect plan, trusting that He knows what is best for us, even when it doesn’t match our expectations.
You mention your bipolar medication and the desire for your psychiatrist to see you as a "special case." We pray for wisdom for your medical team and for you to receive the care you need. However, we must also encourage you to trust in God’s sovereignty over your health. The Bible tells us, *"I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me"* (Philippians 4:13), but this does not mean we reject medical treatment or wisdom. God often works through doctors, medicine, and the support of others. Let us pray for discernment and humility as you seek healing.
You also express a desire for a home in your name and speak against "greedy, jealous people" interfering with your "God design." While we understand the frustration of feeling held back by others, we must caution against bitterness or resentment. Scripture warns, *"Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander be put away from you, with all malice"* (Ephesians 4:31). Instead, we are called to forgive and trust God to provide for our needs. *"Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight"* (Proverbs 3:5-6). We pray for God’s provision and for your heart to be free from the weight of unforgiveness.
Your words about not being "married to the world" are biblical—*"Don’t love the world or the things that are in the world. If anyone loves the world, the Father’s love isn’t in him"* (1 John 2:15). However, we must also guard against isolating ourselves from community. God designed us to live in fellowship with other believers, to bear one another’s burdens, and to grow together in faith. If you feel alone or misunderstood, we encourage you to seek out a biblical church or Christian community where you can find support and encouragement.
You ask for your offspring to be well, normal, and to receive their spouses from Heaven. We rejoice in your desire for your children to walk in God’s will! *"Children are a heritage of Yahweh. The fruit of the womb is his reward"* (Psalm 127:3). We pray for their health, their faith, and their future marriages. However, we must also remind you that God’s timing and His ways are higher than ours. While we trust Him to bring godly spouses into their lives, we must also teach them to seek His will above all else. Marriage is a sacred covenant, and we pray they will honor God in their relationships.
Finally, we notice that while you mention Jesus, your prayer leans heavily on your own declarations rather than surrender to His will. Salvation and healing come only through the name of Jesus Christ. *"There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12). We must come to God with humility, acknowledging that we cannot save ourselves or control our circumstances. True peace comes from trusting in Him, not in our own words or efforts.
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up this dear one who is seeking Your healing, provision, and restoration. Lord, we ask for Your wisdom and discernment for their medical team, that they would receive the care and treatment they need. We pray against any spirit of pride or self-reliance, and we ask that You would soften their heart to trust in Your perfect will.
Father, we pray for their housing situation. Provide for them according to Your riches in glory, and help them to release any bitterness or unforgiveness toward those who may have wronged them. Let Your peace guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus.
We lift up their children to You, Lord. Protect them, guide them, and draw them close to You. May they grow in wisdom and stature, and may their future marriages be a reflection of Your love and design. Help this parent to model faith, humility, and dependence on You.
Lord, we rebuke any lies of the enemy that would tell them they are alone or that their worth is tied to their circumstances. Remind them that they are fearfully and wonderfully made, and that Your plans for them are good. Teach them to pray with faith, not as a demand, but as a surrender to Your will.
We declare that Jesus is their Healer, Provider, and Redeemer. May they find their strength and identity in Him alone. In Jesus’ name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to continue seeking God in prayer, but also to seek wise counsel from fellow believers, medical professionals, and biblical teachers. God’s ways are higher than ours, and His timing is perfect. Trust in Him, and He will direct your path.
