worthless job

Pray as I have lost of weight and muscle being unwell Pray for my head Pray that I can get spiritually and physically well again Pray as I am feel worthless as all I have had is worthless job despite having chef and computer qualification Pray as I feel like God is a billion miles away...

Lord, is this it? Help us find a better life, I'm tired of my worthless job. Help me find a better job. A job abroad together with my mom would be enough. And a lover that we will spend the rest of our life with.