toxic abuse

I SPEAK MYSELF MY 2 CATS GET A REALLY GOOD HOME TO STAYYY IN SECRET NO TOXIC ABUSES ABUSERS THAT DONT WANT ME HAPPY OR MY 2 CATS THATS ALL I HAVE NOW GREATLYYY WHERE NO OTHER ANIMALS ARE ATTACKING MY LITTLE ONE SHES TINY SWEETHEART THAT WAS TO MEAN TODAYYYY THERES NO EXCUSE FOR TODAYYY IDK WHO...

Dear Jesus, heal my mental state and my emotional state from my divorce and the toxic abuse I received from my ex. Help me be better as a person. Help me grow as a Christian and as a man. I trust you and know you are working to make my life fulfilled and beautiful. Bless me beyond my wildest...

Heavenly Father I am sorry that my anger has been quick lately and my complaining as well. Clearly I am not trusting in you when that happens. I was flustered by how I have been working to do better and grow and getting sick has set me back a lot. I am bothered that I need to move out of my home...

Dear Lord, please make a way. I am worn and tired, I am sore vexed. At this point this is becoming too much. I respond with kindness and strength, I try to keep a good testimony, all while my wife, belittles me and verbally abuses me. Constantly taking jabs at my expense and she has no remorse...