self-understanding

Dear Lord Jesus, I am lost and don't know what am doing with my life. Everything that I did and chose I don't know why and I would just like to disappear nothing makes sense and am tired. I am full of lust and sin. I hate myself. Lord I surrender every minute. Every time I regain control I fail...

Their behavior and treatment is cruel. Did I really deserve it? What did I do wrong, so I can stop it? I am so confused. Help me to repent and change. I truly do not understand how badly I have driven everyone away to the point of unforgiveness. Let them confront me and tell me how to fix it. Or...

Dearest reader I know you might think this is absurd or petty or even hostility but a lot of my anxiety comes from my cat. He is indoor at night and outdoor in the evening every day. I won’t find him. So I turn to drinking to calm my nerves. Also I don’t have an ounce of support from my brother...

Dear Jesus Christ please help me understand myself. I feel like I want to do something different. I almost want to quit my job and separate from my wife and sell our house and our 33 Year old son will have to be able to take care of himself for a change.my wife is very mean to me and does not...

I took the test and I don’t think I did well. I am preparing myself to reschedule to take again in a month. Please pray for my strength to get out of this depressed state. I want to understand why I didn’t pass and I need to get the strength to try again. I know God loves me and favors me, I...