self-provision

I pray to the Lord all day every day. I'm ###, and I can't go on. I'm tired of the suffering every day of my life and the struggle to live to be able to provide for myself.. Every area of my life is disintegrating.I want to be in the presence of my lord.

I am in a dangerous place financially and I'm not just fighting for my human rights. I get a welfare cheque but used to have my own money in hospital but have no way of providing for myself. I need prayer and urgent breakthrough in Jesus name.