self isolation

So by self isolation and cut off with friends and all and just being at home and just do what I like is God will for me right.

Dear lord, Having become old and deserted by everyone including my 2 kids, I feel like committing suicide. I used to work and they retired me at ###. Work was my salvation in life. It used to keep my mind occupied and leave me satisfied. However, my dog ### who is with me I had sent to my...