self-hatred

I’ve made a mistake that I deeply have a lot of self hatred for and I just feel horrible all around by it. I’m alone and I’m deep in my head about it and I just wish I could take it all back. For everyone that comes through here, I pray that for one your prayers are answered and I pray that you...

Hello, I went through abuse and trauma (sexual and spiritual) and now suffer from self-hatred and feelings of hostility and anger towards myself and sometimes others. I see myself as ugly, incompetent, and just rubbish. This is burdensome. I feel not worthy to have a good job, future, or a...

God does not care about me! I’m a failure and alone! I hate that he claims he’s with me! But he’s not! I have nobody! Nobody loves me! Scripture doesn’t make me feel better! I hate God for making me! I’m ugly and just a POS! I hate my life! I’m in so much pain. I hate God for creating me and...

Hello, I was sexually abused as a child and my sexuality is very twisted. I like sm and if I am stressed out or sad I have violent sexual fantasies. The abuse I recover from was something very traumatic and dark and now my whole sexuality is marked by this. I believe in Jesus and want to live in...

Hello, my heart is broken, as I suffered from extreme rejection my whole life. My parents rejected me, I developed eating disorders, depression, and self-hatred. My first boyfriend rejected me. I never believed or hoped for a relationship again. Now I fell in love again and started dating a boy...

Please pray that I can come out of my depression & stop hating myself. I want to be close to God again & feel better.

Hi, my best friend suffers from low self-esteem and depression. He also hates himself. This hurts me, as I appreciate and like him very much. He is also a believer and very serious about the Lord. I know the Lord loves him very much. Please pray for him to be free from this bandage of...

Please pray for me, as today is christmas eve.. i really don't feel the joy anymore, I feel so empty and hollow inside, I know I was not grateful for Jesus , and the guilt is killing me everyday, I keep going back to habitual sins and I'm not proud of myself, I feel this every year...the season...

Hello, I never had a partner and never had the desire for marriage as I was serving the Lord and content with that. But now I feel that it would be good not to stay alone. I thought in the past I would have the gift of singleness, but it was a season to stay alone and serve the Lord. Now I asked...

I request prayers that God helps me to completely love and accept myself and cultivate a love for life. I ask that He helps me to let go of all hatred of life and wishing it was over and all self hatred and self judgement. Further, that He helps me to have an attitude of gratitude. This I ask in...

Hello, I recently went through a very devastating breakup and would appreciate any prayers. I am not doing well, and I have a lot of thoughts about suicide. I also have a lot of hateful thoughts about myself and so, I would really appreciate any prayers at this time. Thank you all.

I feel like reading the holy bible has destroyed my future and has caused me to delve further into unnecessary madness and self-hatred. I wish to just point a shotgun with buckshot to my skull and blast my head off because of the personality disorder from the Holy Bible. God, I don't want to be...

Hello, I need prayer for a problem: I was sexually abused (raped) as a child and this is when unclean spirits entered me. In my teenage years I did not live holy and clean. Now I live with Jesus and I am an adult. I am recovering from my past but since a few weeks, the issue of lust troubles me...

thank you praise report: even now i feel you healing my jaws and teeth. Lord please deliver me from hating my own life. from desiring to be desired. Lord make my desire to be You truly from my entire being my whole soul my heart my entire being to desire you Lord Jesus Christ. deliver me from...

Hello, I want to thank you for all the love, support, and prayer you have provided me these past few months as I have gone through school and trying to finish up my PhD. God has put something on my heart that I need to talk about and get some prayer for. Over the past five years, I have...

Dear Heavenly, Father in the name of Jesus. I want to give thanks for all you have done for me. I am dealing with being sabotaged out of work. I pray for vindication of lies...I was in the store the other day and some man called me momma dearest....that is a lie..My children are under demonic...

I'm sorry to hear about what you're going through. Here's a redacted version of your message: I'm ### from ###. I'm a university student and I have been struggling with porn addiction since I was little. Please pray for me so that God helps me. I want to live my life with God but I'm hating...