self-harm prevention

Need a prayer to clear my mind of intrusive thoughts Need a prayer to help me not get terminated from work tomorrow Need a prayer that ### will reach out to me via cell phone call or text Need a prayer that I won’t lose my mind Need a prayer that I won’t kill myself or anyone else

I see no point in living anymore. I feel like I have I've been in a dark place lately but I don't see any other way . I have become a person I hate the most and that's makes me desperate. Of course I don't want to kill myself but everything is leading to it