self-blame

I would really like prayer as I am still holding onto bitterness towards my mother and accusers. I was sexually abused as a child and was made to believe that it was my fault. I am really struggling to forgive them.

Please God help me it seems like everyone thinks of everyone but me I feel so lost and few like I never feel like I wanted or needed everyone thanks my boyfriend is the great person and I mean nuttn to be body and he happy all the time but I suffer all the time I not know why my life so rough I...