reprobation

Please pray for me. I have emotional numbness, reprobation and desperately trying to come back to The LORD after a long period of rebellion. I can't feel anymore. I also denied Him once, so I ask prayers of forgiveness and to feel His Presence again. My name is ###.

God, please have mercy on me, deliver me out of my reprobation. Please heal my seared conscience and convict me of my sins. Deliver me from depraved heart, lack of remorse, lack of compassion and love.

God, please deliver me from my reprobation. Renew my conscience so I can acknowledge the gravity of my sins, so that I can repent and be given a renewed conscience.