overwhelming problems

As you may recall, I have COPD because I chain smoked for years. I quit smoking in 2018. Anyway, I went to my pulmonologist this afternoon. I am STILL holding my own on the pulmonary function tests ten years since my diagnosis. And besides this, guess what my oxygen saturation was today? 97%...

Jesus please help me I cannot handle anything else. Every problem just keeps mushrooming into ten more. I cannot get anything accomplished, no one will help or support me and I keep having more added to my plate..please let someone else step up and share the care of my ###, it's too much. I am...