one more chance

I want to turn back the clock and return to the year ###. I just want to try again from the very beginning. Please God, grant me one more chance.

please pray that Jesus can give me One more chance, please someone just one more chance, no matter the cost, I want to be with Jesus and I have messed up bad by choosing the world and not following him after multiple chances, chance and chance again, I would appreciate it so much.