medication effects

Strange dreaming for not wishing my brother a happy birthday, even though I don't celebrate birthdays. Jesus Christ, please save me from ###, I don't care for their souls. Jesus Christ, please help me. I have the anxiety that I am possessed by them because of stealing cards in elementary school...

Jesus Christ, please help me. I have a religious fear that when the devil or Jesus is mentioned causes me to be warped in personality. My mom curses me when she says that "idle hands are the devil's work." I have typed out the gospel and the holy bible; I am being harassed and manipulated...