medication addiction

I must return to practice, the only thing keeping me moving and healthy. Do they still want me to return or would they prefer I didn't? They may have given up on me. I don't have the finances, I will try at the end of the month of I don't have a heart attack first. Trying other exercises I just...

Hi, I would greatly appreciate your prayers- I am very sick right now, deathly ill. I am in severe pain in my body. I have been taking a medication called hydroxyzine to help with the pain but I think I may be getting addicted to it, it is causing me to be even more pain when I take it, I need...