meaninglessness

It ain't a lie I am hopeless, worthless, meaningless, careless about, pointless and all above.

Dear Lord Jesus, I just want to say I just give up on everything. I'm not like, love, or wanted. I'm mean and rude. I get put down and deceived by others, so I know there's no meaning or purpose for me to be here. Lord Jesus, make it so where I'm never heard by no one. Make me fake, worthless...