lost feeling

**Healing from allergy swollen body n tongue n purple feet** Pray that blood of Jesus covering me from head to toe, heal me from all the allergy reaction of swollen tummy to swollen legs n swollen tongues. Lost feeling of both legs n both hands with purple feet right after enema this late...

I feel lost. More than usual today. It’s an empty feeling of dread and fear. Some sort of realization that time is moving quicker then I expected.. I have less and less time to think of what I need to do with my life. I’ve become so stuck in my ways that I can’t seem to get out.. I ask for help...