living abroad

Restoration of every organ and every cell in my body to function better then ever, for finances to be abundant have an over flowing bank account for me to be a lender not a borrower, to live abroad

Hello everyone please for my life. I am all alone. I am stuck in my career and country. God give me big dream to living abroad. But I always end up in my own country. I am lost, and confused. Sometimes I wonder should I die or continue.